Dear sayangs;
1. For my Olalla T Sanz:
I'm not forcing you to do anything=) If you wanna tell Choco, then tell him. If not, then don't. But I admit: I'm a strong advocate for a confession.
But.
Like I said.. it's all in your hands ^^,
Mimpi sangat mengarut btw. Rian tunjuk jalan?! Could we be riding bicycles in the new place the family's living at? Could be, could be. Tapi serious chomel sumpa tak tipu.
Jup.
Macam best je o.0?
(ada gaya cam bole p men beskal je neh. Haha)
Sangat agree with ketamsenget btw about hurting every time Choco talks about the Girl.
Tell me you will forever be able to stand that.
Pape hal pun we're here yea?
Tempat mengadu. Menangis. Bergelak ketawa.
Sume pun bole.
=)
2. For everyone:
Saya takut.
Rasanya dah terjatuh terlampau dalam dengan Ezra.
And I don't know if there's a thick enough mattress (or mattresses for that matter) to break my fall if he decides to leave, and not stay. I don't even know if I've built a strong enough retaining wall to absorb the pressure if things turn out for the worst.
It's like I can foresee history (zaman kecewa dengan Kyuri back in 2006 ><") repeating itself if this doesn't happen. In my eyes, we're at a junction. Stopped by the red traffic light. And right now I'm afraid that when the light turns green... he'd decide to make a u-turn or turn into another junction. Just afraid that we're not gonna walk the same path. Shit. I'm in deep shit aren't I?
Love,
Rian Kassidy
P/s: sangat rindu semua.
1. For my Olalla T Sanz:
I'm not forcing you to do anything=) If you wanna tell Choco, then tell him. If not, then don't. But I admit: I'm a strong advocate for a confession.
But.
Like I said.. it's all in your hands ^^,
Mimpi sangat mengarut btw. Rian tunjuk jalan?! Could we be riding bicycles in the new place the family's living at? Could be, could be. Tapi serious chomel sumpa tak tipu.
Jup.
Macam best je o.0?
(ada gaya cam bole p men beskal je neh. Haha)
Sangat agree with ketamsenget btw about hurting every time Choco talks about the Girl.
Tell me you will forever be able to stand that.
Pape hal pun we're here yea?
Tempat mengadu. Menangis. Bergelak ketawa.
Sume pun bole.
=)
2. For everyone:
Saya takut.
Rasanya dah terjatuh terlampau dalam dengan Ezra.
And I don't know if there's a thick enough mattress (or mattresses for that matter) to break my fall if he decides to leave, and not stay. I don't even know if I've built a strong enough retaining wall to absorb the pressure if things turn out for the worst.
It's like I can foresee history (zaman kecewa dengan Kyuri back in 2006 ><") repeating itself if this doesn't happen. In my eyes, we're at a junction. Stopped by the red traffic light. And right now I'm afraid that when the light turns green... he'd decide to make a u-turn or turn into another junction. Just afraid that we're not gonna walk the same path. Shit. I'm in deep shit aren't I?
Love,
Rian Kassidy
P/s: sangat rindu semua.
ahh dear best friendzzzzz! aha ada Z lagi okaaaay.
ReplyDeleteehh help me, im totally lost. im the 5th member yg ketinggalan btw.
RIAN KASSIDY shud be ______ tuuut kan. ok. pls help me. saya tatau cemane nk join bende alah ni. okay? :) BANTU SAYA! where to start. n n aaahhh the topics yg korang ckpkan, im lost beibeh. who the hell is choco la, ezra la. hahahaha. ok babai for now. im off to bed.
I MISS U GUYS! sangat mindu!
<3
Hmm... kalau nak senang...
ReplyDeleteJust log in into the account yg Primadona Razorblade kasik...
then just pick a name n sign w it at the end of the post.
Like me, I chose to use a whole new profile instead.
Oh btw, the name Kyuri shld really give u the idea of who Rian is shldnt it?
Ezra is the dude Rians having a scandal with while Josh is the bf.
Choco is the dude Olalla is having a crush on btw.
The one yg tgh usha minah lain tu...