Rian Kassidy: Letter 1

My darlings,

Have finally told you guys of the update the last time we met.
The thing about me and Ezra.
I know it's wrong...
I mean... we've both got other partners!!
But...agh!!
We just can't help it!!

(Can we o.0?)

And now...it has gone full blown.
The feelings I mean.
It's like we've known each other for ages...
The chemistry between us...
Crazy I tell you.

Then again...
Maybe you guys have heard all these before.
Maybe this is a justification for my feelings...
for my apparent frowned-upon-by-the-society doings.

But maybe it's not.

Just listen out yea?

The thing is...
Ezra sorta makes me feel the way I felt when I was with Kyuri.
The whole I'm-Invincible-Come-Get-Me shit - just a tad different.
'Coz with him I sorta sense the maturity...
the possibility of us ending up more than a couple.

Yeah, yeah... we talked about marriage.
Laugh all you want now.

And...
I'm finding myself treating Josh more and more like a best friend.
It kills me every time he reaches for my hand.

I'm toying with the notion of telling him about my changed feelings.
Have been toying actually for the past month at least.
But at the same time I'm not able to grasp the possibility of making a HUGE mistake.

(humongous, even, perhaps?)

Honestly... what do you guys think about it?
And I do mean honestly.

Love,
Rian Kassidy