well i've been in this situation b4 with B and Star.hmm.i think u like Ezra b'coz he reminds u of Kyuri.I dont think u over him yet n it may take years 2 get over him n i know its hard but u will 1 day.hey, look at me it tooks me 2 years 2 get over Star.no kidding.alhamdulilah i'm so over him.btw Rian,i'm really sorry about all that stupid fight.dush how childish i am.Btw again, i do remember during the sleepover I told u 2 b careful with the situation between u n Ezra.no hard feelings but I told u so!cheh poyo pulak. In the other hand, u treat Josh not more than just best frens but somehow its hard 4 u 2 tell him that u doesnt love him.i mean its not fair but hey who r we 2 judge that.no matter what ur decision is, we'll gonna support u.
Dear kwn baik ,
yesterday 4 d 1st time (not really) I slept early so that i can wake up early in d morning 2 join jog with my mom .then terjaga around 5 am there's msg frm CHOCO.what?so here d msg :-
If u luv sm1,put their name in a circle,instead of a heart,heart cn break,bt circles go on frevr..No man or women worth ur tears,d only 1 who is,will nvr make u cry..Evry1 hears what u say,bt best frens lsten 2 what u don't..If all my frens were 2 jump off abridge, i wouldn't jump wit them,i'd be at d bottom to catch them..~Hand In Hand,Love Is Sent,We'll Be Friends,Till The End~
Hmm,at d positive side i can be his friends till d end n wow i'm his best frens,something i didnt expecting.hmm,u know what,i tried really hard 2 get over him,avoiding online often,avoiding ym-ing with him although there he is on9 but it just 2 hard.i dont want 2 take like 2 years 2 get over him.haiyo.i know i should just confess 2 him.'hey choco,i like u'.but then i dont want to turn out like me n STAR.i confess n it doesnt work out d way i want n then im gonna be heart broken n then i cant concentrate with my studies.fuhh.well as d conclusion, i dont know how 2 describe it but i really care n like him (im not sure is it love when ur not even seeing each other face to face for like 2 years).right now i just hope he is happy b'coz thats what best friends should do 2 each other right? hoping 4 each other happiness.
Love always, Olalla T Sanz
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