My darling Olalla T Sanz,
I beg to differ on your viewpoint being I fell for Ezra because he reminds me of Kyuri. Yes, of course I did say he does remind me of Kyuri but I was talking about the feelings. Simply put... he makes me feel invincible. Throw anything at me and I will come out of the debris unscathed.
Sangat hiperbole, I know. But yeah...
Aaah... You cautioned me on Ezra huhh? Totally slipped my mind ><" should have put neon post-its reminding me to thread carefully around him ("DON'T FALL FOR EZRA!!" perhaps?)all over the house everywhere shouldn't I?
*sigh* too little too late now aye? Damage done.
And about Josh... it's not that I don't love him. I do. But I'm not in love with him. Not anymore. That's why it's hard for me to explain stuff. 'Coz I know it's gonna hurt him and I don't want my best friend to be hurt.
Then there's that fact that I'm afraid I'd be making a huge mistake.
Ntah la.
Anyways... enough about me sayang. What's this about you hmm?
The text sangat sweet btw. Sugary, strawberry-candyfloss-sweet. Sangat warna pink ><
Right. Getting to the point: Whether you wanna come clean about how you feel towards Choco.. that should entirely be decided by you.
If you do... then it's just a matter of time. You'll tell him when you think it's right. If it results in a happy ending, then great!! Superb in fact. But if it doesn't... you guys will still be best friends. It hurts, of course. Then there's the whole awkward phase. But if you guys are mature enough and he really does appreciate you as much as the text message indicated... then yeah, you'd still be best friends ^^,
Bad experiences should be welcomed anyways. Yea, they suck. Big time. Especially during the torturous period. But hey... they help you grow.
Remember that always.
On the other hand, if you decide on not coming clean i.e. you'd rather bottle it all up inside and never know how he feels, and never get the chance to talk about this from man-to-woman, then hey... it's your call. But it'd still hurt.
I can bet on that.
Just watching.. listening.. talking..
hurts.
It's a matter of which kind of hurt you'd prefer enduring. As have been said by another blogger, and I paraphrase: kalau ikut Economics... opportunity costs punya theory lah. Ada blaja? Basically, and I simplify, the theory states that choosing one means you're losing another; and as logical human beings... we usually choose an option that would incur less losses. So yeah, opt for the option that would cause less damage to your heart.
And sayang, don't put Star and Choco in the same league. They're two different people, with different experiences, viewpoints, feelings and the list could go on.
No two humans are alike.
It's time to choose now. What's the verdict?
Love,
Rian Kassidy
I beg to differ on your viewpoint being I fell for Ezra because he reminds me of Kyuri. Yes, of course I did say he does remind me of Kyuri but I was talking about the feelings. Simply put... he makes me feel invincible. Throw anything at me and I will come out of the debris unscathed.
Sangat hiperbole, I know. But yeah...
Aaah... You cautioned me on Ezra huhh? Totally slipped my mind ><" should have put neon post-its reminding me to thread carefully around him ("DON'T FALL FOR EZRA!!" perhaps?)
*sigh* too little too late now aye? Damage done.
And about Josh... it's not that I don't love him. I do. But I'm not in love with him. Not anymore. That's why it's hard for me to explain stuff. 'Coz I know it's gonna hurt him and I don't want my best friend to be hurt.
Then there's that fact that I'm afraid I'd be making a huge mistake.
Ntah la.
Anyways... enough about me sayang. What's this about you hmm?
The text sangat sweet btw. Sugary, strawberry-candyfloss-sweet. Sangat warna pink ><
Right. Getting to the point: Whether you wanna come clean about how you feel towards Choco.. that should entirely be decided by you.
If you do... then it's just a matter of time. You'll tell him when you think it's right. If it results in a happy ending, then great!! Superb in fact. But if it doesn't... you guys will still be best friends. It hurts, of course. Then there's the whole awkward phase. But if you guys are mature enough and he really does appreciate you as much as the text message indicated... then yeah, you'd still be best friends ^^,
Bad experiences should be welcomed anyways. Yea, they suck. Big time. Especially during the torturous period. But hey... they help you grow.
Remember that always.
On the other hand, if you decide on not coming clean i.e. you'd rather bottle it all up inside and never know how he feels, and never get the chance to talk about this from man-to-woman, then hey... it's your call. But it'd still hurt.
I can bet on that.
Just watching.. listening.. talking..
hurts.
It's a matter of which kind of hurt you'd prefer enduring. As have been said by another blogger, and I paraphrase: kalau ikut Economics... opportunity costs punya theory lah. Ada blaja? Basically, and I simplify, the theory states that choosing one means you're losing another; and as logical human beings... we usually choose an option that would incur less losses. So yeah, opt for the option that would cause less damage to your heart.
And sayang, don't put Star and Choco in the same league. They're two different people, with different experiences, viewpoints, feelings and the list could go on.
No two humans are alike.
It's time to choose now. What's the verdict?
Love,
Rian Kassidy
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