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hello, salam. greetings.

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Rian,
LUNCH is needed. we both need to talk. breakfast pon jadi la. i hope everything, workloads at the firm are fine. (tho from your FB, it isnt) Remember to stay grounded, and know your limits, k. im just a friend, all i can say is that all i could say.. :)

and Rian, how was the date or picnic with Josh? it went well or not? or what?
mcm polis la saya.

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Olla,
Ive had this great talk with a person that should not be named here at Shah Alam court. he said something wise, which was quoted in the Bible (unsure which part) and also is widely used, something like this la.."i say unto you, ask, and it shall be given you, seek, and you shall find, knock, and it shall be opened unto you".

i mean, put aside the fact that it came from the Bible, but the thing is that, to know an answer, you have to ask.

yes, i know that previously i told you not to ask or tell, but by all means, if you really want to know, ASK him. its hard, but sometimes its better to know the truth rather than you stick and stuck to one ground without any momentum, or labels. waiting and will not make things go any better, innit? but bear in mind, dont do it in such a rush. (tetibe lagu such a rush dr coldplay berkumandang dalam otak saya)

btw, what was the advice?

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*ok, i think i sounded A BIT emotional. *

Ketamsenget,
babe, i say go for it, lepak and all that je la.. macam usual stuff you do to any other person.
get real babe, i mean, " it's hard for me to even like somebody but when i do, it's towards all the wrong people." who said that there were all the wrong people? nobody is wrong when it comes to fall in love, ok, not fall in love, but more to crush/like (from the fact of your case).

get to know him. might be that he is gay (haha, rude joke i know,sory) or might be that he is just like you, believing that hes been with the wrong person. plus, there isnt any harm can be done to get to know him, right? macam kenal2 biasa je.

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and to Roosa,
come la to my house. i'll bake chocolate cheese cake for you, n you can have a take-a-way! there is one thing that i should say to you, Roo, im soo proud that i have a friend who knows what she wants. aaa, sgt complicated to write it here, but as for now, to make it simple, you seem to know your priority, what comes first, yada-yaada-yada... and you have the guts to kawin.

kiss the kiddo on my behalf,and i would like to apologise on my failure to attend your wedding and to spend more time with you when i know that you need me to be there.

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aaaaaaaaaaaa.ter emosi sedikit sekarang.

and ive decided to say this to him.
" im not interested on us-making, and i dont like you anymore, for now"

bold and straight to the fact, innit? and i have a confession to make, there are 2 other guys.
yes, 2 other guys. and blame me for being a _________. but the best part is that, im having fun.

Primadonna Razorblade