Sayangs,
Right now, I feel like I'm in a humongous, pitch-black hole. One I cannot come out from. I don't know why I'm suddenly like this, and I don't know how to let this all go.
I've been listening to Evanescence, The Used and the likes. Which is never good 'cos they're stuff I listen to when I'm down.
When I'm really, really down.
Right now, I feel like I've exhausted all my energy and will-power in trying to smile and just be happy. It's like nothing's going my way. I'm not angry. I'm just... tired. I'm tired of classes. I'm tired of dealing with Ezra. I'm tired of wondering whether we're okay. I'm tired of thinking about the future. I'm tired of trying to please people.
I'm just... tired.
I wanna let everything go and just chill. Have a walk alone in the park at night... Cycle around... Watch stupid shows... Read stupid books... and just goof around with stupid people (i.e. y'all. hehh.)
I guess... I just wanna get out of here.
Please let May 5th pass by quickly. 'Cos I don't think I can go on any longer than that ><
Love,
Rian Kassidy
P/s: I don't know if you'd be reading this or not but I take comfort in assuming you do *smiles* I love yous =)
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