Rian Kassidy: Note 11

1.
I miss you guys. A lot.

2.
Sometimes...
I secretly think Ezra doesn't want me as his girlfriend.
That he'd let go off my hands if he sees anyone he recognises.
(again)
That he'd be fucked up if I start declaring my love on facebook.
I mean... we're different.
The way he and the ex-missus was...
and the way we are right now.
They're different.
Granted no two relationships can be identical...
but... you know...
why can they be so open and not us?
Is it because of the way we started?
Or is it because he doesn't really want me?
A a a paranoid!!

3.
I don't trust Ezra.
The way we started and all.
I'm afraid it'd happen to me.
Tapi... I'm learning to trust bit by bit.

4.
A a a I know I'm such a psycho.
Saying I don't trust him at one mmoment...
and declaring my love the next...
But he makes me so crazy!!
(I don't know if that's good or bad ><)
I really, really, really hope though that this time, it'd go well.
I want this to be the last one.
Ezra and I.

5.
I really miss you guys.
I really, really do.